Bless me readers, for I have sinned. It’s been five weeks since my last blog.

In the world of blogging, that’s an eternity, and the sin is unforgivable. After all, the purpose of blogging is the capture, and retain, somebody’s (anybody’s) attention. And nobody’s attention span lasts five weeks. “But what if I don’t have anything to say,” you ask. Posh. That’s not the point. Blogging is about reducing the barrier between what you think and what you say. And everyone has something to think. Even me.

And yet I’m old school. I have trouble writing something I wouldn’t want to read myself. I have just not been motivated lately to put any effort into it. What’s wrong with me? Am I just lazy? Actually, I think I’m sick. I have diagnosed myself with motivational deficiency disorder (MoDeD). You probably think I just made that up. No! I didn’t make it up – scientists made it up. It’s in the April 1 issue of the British Medical Journal (http://bmj.bmjjournals.com/cgi/content/extract/332/7544/745-a). According to neuroscientist and lead researcher Leth Argos, the disease is characterized by “overwhelming and debilitating apathy” and can, in severe cases, be fatal. Sounds like me, doesn’t it?

But I’ve got program to help cure myself. I’m undergoing motivational rehabilitation, using tools and techniques available at www.despair.com. I think I’m making progress, but don’t count on frequent blogs. After all, relapses are extremely common for suffers of MoDeD.