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SPIE Advanced Lithography and Patterning Symposium 2026 – day 4

Beginning the morning in the metrology session, Yasuhiro Shirasaki of Hitachi High Technologies used the electrical behavior of a SEM to look at more than just images.  As Voltage Contrast mode shows, the electrons from a SEM beam can probe the electrical properties of a point on the wafer.  Here, a measurement of charge (as indicated by the energy of the secondaries) versus time was used to measure gate leakage:  charge up a transistor and see how long it takes to dissipate.  Toshimasa Kameda, also of Hitachi, looked at different SEM voltages and signals to try to investigate profile changes during self-aligned quadruple patterning (SAQP).  A voltage of 5keV maximized sensitivity of the linescan to top profile asymmetry (by comparing the linescan midpoint between left and right edges at a threshold of 0.5 versus 0.9).  Differences in the pattern depth of the different spaces was estimated using the space width divided by the graylevel of the space at a voltage of 300 V.  I suspect, however, that both of these metrics are sensitive to a variety of factors, not just the SAQP profile shape.

Pushkar Sathe of NIST created synthetic SEM images that were then measured to discern the sensitivity of LER measurement to SEM Noise, SEM contrast, and feature geometry.  There was nothing about this study that I liked.  The synthetic SEM images were exceptionally simplified and thus not representative of real SEMs.  The “LER” was in fact just a single jog in a line of various of amplitudes and lengths.  And finally, the measurement of LER used image processing techniques that did not represent anyone’s best practices for LER measurement.  I don’t think his results are useful.

I always try to make a point of attending talks by Ryosuke Kizu of the National Institute of Advanced Industrial Science and Technology (Japan), since they are always full of careful work and good science.  The same was true this year despite it being one of too many talks using machine learning for metrology.  Kizu’s goal was an ambitious one:  get a good LER measurement from a single noisy image with 12 features.  Did he succeed?  As is usually the case with new machine learning studies, the answer is maybe.  He defined three loss functions that were intended specifically for this problem, trained on a modest number of image (508), and showed decent results.  However, success in the lab and success in the fab can be very different, and much more testing will be required to see if a model trained on the past can adequately evaluate an uncertain future. Machine learning is very good at interpolation, but not so good at extrapolation.

As an aside, I’m happy to report that Kizu described his approach as Deep Learning rather than AI.  It has become trendy to relabel all machine learning approaches as “artificial intelligence” in order to capture a bit of the current hype and euphoria around AI.  I don’t like it.  If you used machine learning, call it that.

EunKyeong Jong of SK Hynix, in a talk with Applied Materials, looked at contact hole shape metrics in addition to CD in order to characterize stochastics.  I’ve been promoting this concept for many years, so I am glad to see it catching on.  The two metrics were called striation and triangularity, though they were not defined in the talk so I had a hard time interpreting results.

Shubhankar Das of imec gave one of many talks at this conference pushing the limits of tip-to-tip spacing using high-NA EUV single patterning and dry metal oxide resists.  It is important to know how far one can push that CD without the use of directional etch, since directional etchers are very expensive!  I liked one graph of his in particular, showing a nice parabolic response of spacewidth roughness to focus.  There have been many talks at this conference (including by Fractilia) that indicate stochastics metrics can be better at detecting a focus drift than CD.

I learned of a new high-NA EUV stitching technique from Natalia Davydova of ASML called Block and Route.  The EDA (electronic design automation) step of floor planning can be used to place the IP blocks in a chip so that the (now usually jagged) stitching region falls between these major functional blocks.  This means that stitching only happens at later metal layers (wiring the functional blocks together) where small stitching errors have less impact.

I went to only one talk in the Novel Patterning Technologies conference all week, a consequence of too many parallel sessions.  The last talk of that conference was by Bodil Holst of Lace Lithography (Norway), and I made a point of seeing in because Dr. Holst had reached out to me last year on her topic of metastable atom lithography.  (Full disclosure – I have no financial interests in Lace Lithography, but I gave some informal advice to them about the talk.  I hope the advice was worth the price – free.)  This new lithography company is nothing if not ambitious.  Using metastable neutral atoms of Helium (energy = 20 keV, wavelength = 0.1 nm) they demonstrated the first printing results of their prototype lithography tool.  That wavelength and energy are quite nice for exposing a monolayer of resist, but the challenges are immense.  How do you pattern transfer a monolayer of resist (even more challenging than the top surface imaging approaches used 30 years ago)?  The mask is a silicon nitride stencil membrane, with well-known problems of manufacturability and stability (though their holography-inspired nearfield imaging approach allows for struts to be placed within the pattern).  Overlay has yet to be addressed.  Still, it was fun to see such an audacious attempt to move the needle on resolution by a very large amount.

In the afternoon I saw some of the talks on high-NA EUV readiness for high volume manufacturing.  The bottom line: very good progress.  In the last few months the first EXE:5200B was qualified, ASML’s target model for production.  HVM qualification, however, is still ongoing.  Marie Krysak of Intel discussed that company’s experience at replacing a three-mask SALELE (self-aligned litho-etch-litho-etch) process at 0.33 NA with a single-mask high-NA EUV print.  One quote:  “Random variability has replaced overlay as the largest component of total EPE budget.”  She also mentioned an oft-neglected benefit of reducing line/space roughness:  reduced false defects during optical defect inspection.

The last talks of the week were in the metrology conference.  KLA and imec gave a talk about using a calibrated stochastics lithography simulator (PROLITH), accelerated with machine learning, to predict contact hole defectivity.  One interesting outcome when simulating defectivity through focus was that best focus (minimum defectivity) was not the same for missing holes as for merged holes.

Elisa Novelli of IBM gave a talk (I am a co-author) on the importance and difficulty of measuring small contact holes.  A square array of 45 nm pitch holes through dose produced a very wide range of hole sizes.  Two CD-SEMs from different manufacturers were used to measure those wafers (using the manufacturer’s BKM), and then MetroLER measured hole CDs using the same sets of images.  Predictably, none of the four sets of results matched very well (though MetroLER matched the two CD-SEMs the best).  But one CD-SEM failed almost completely to measure holes below about 12 – 13 nm in diameter when the pixel size was 0.5 nm.  This prompted a pixel size study that included trying to understand the influence of sample damage.  The results were very interesting, but the message I got was very clear:  Your current approach for measuring contact holes may not work as we push CDs lower (for example, with high-NA EUV).  Don’t take your current metrology for granted.

Philipp Wieser of Brookhaven National Lab. looked at the measurement of resist line/space patterns using CD-SAXS and quantified the damage to the resist caused by the x-rays.  Linewidth changed by 5% during the measurement and LER increased, requiring efforts to reduce the x-ray dose.  Miki Isawa of Hitachi High Technologies used a combination of secondary electron (SE) and backscattered electron (BSE) images from a CD-SEM at 300 or 500V to try to detect if a contact hole is scummed. When the resist is on a spin-on glass underlayer, the BSE images clearly showed when a hole was sufficiently scummed.  I doubt the same will be true for an organic underlayer, but combining SE and BSE images is an interesting option for at least some applications since those BSE images essentially come for free.

With the conference over, I can look back with some small amount of perspective.  Two themes stand out to me:

  1. It has become accepted wisdom that scaling is now limited by EPE, and that the largest component of EPE is stochastics
  2. Resolution transitions (to high-NA EUV, for example) are vastly more complicated and are happening more slowly each time.

Item 2) is partially a result of item 1).  The other major lesson is that AI is a huge boon for the industry and represents a tool that all companies are trying to figure out how to use to address items 1) and 2).  None of this is easy, but all of it is fun (at least for someone with a twisted sense of fun like me).

SPIE Advanced Lithography and Patterning Symposium 2026 – day 3

I don’t quite understand it, but it is a thing:  many attendees take a picture of every slide of every talk they attend.  Maybe it is for trip reports they are required to produce?  I’ve learned to tune it out so that this behavior no longer interferes with my ability to concentrate on the presenter (mostly).  Last year at the Photomask and EUV Lithography conference I put a link on my first slide so that attendees could download the slides rather than taking pictures of them.  This year, IBM has done one better – every talk they are giving at this conference has a QR code on the title slide that goes straight to the slides for viewing or download.  Genius!  I hope this becomes a permanent trend copied by all.

Wednesday saw some very good talks.  Nischal Dhungana of the University of Grenoble used CD-SAXS (small angle x-ray scattering) to measure linewidth roughness (LWR) of a group of line/space features.  I have to admit I didn’t follow how it works, but since the SAXS measurement is done in the Fourier Plane the output is (after some sorting) an almost direct measurement of the PSD (power spectral density).  Much work remains, so we’ll have to see where this goes.

Erik Simons of Nearfield Instruments described a very interesting approach to make Atomic Force Microscope (AFM) measurements of extremely small features with much higher accuracy.  In order to measure small trenches, the AFM probe must be long and narrow to fit in the trench.  But a long, narrow probe will bend when near the sidewall of a feature due to Van der Waals forces, causing considerable error in the data.  Their solution is to measure the twisting of the cantilever holding the probe with a laser, then model the additional bending of the probe given that data.  Knowing the bending allows the data to be corrected.  I don’t know how this might affect tip shape deconvolution (a point that Simons skipped over and a perennial difficulty for AFMs), but they seem to be on a roadmap to better accuracy.

Roberto Fallica of imec studied line wiggling, a problem of growing importance as line/space feature sizes shrink, using the PSD of the pattern placement roughness (PPR).  Most line wiggling metrics make use of the LER and LWR, so I’ll have to think more about the information available in the PPR.  Dario Goldfarb of IBM showed how High-NA EUV patterning of arrays of holes produced very low local CD uniformity (LCDU).  Numbers less than 1.5 nm are very encouraging.

Kevin Dorney of imec did such a good job with his talk on the effects of the environment on metal oxide resists that I did not even mind seeing dozens of IR spectra.  The systematic way that imec has worked on this important puzzle shows how science should be done.  Varun Kakkar of ASML looked at the correlation between contact hole LCDU and another important stochastic effect, local pattern placement errors (LPPE).  LPPE characterizes the deviation of the center of each hole from a perfect grid and can be correlated with LCDU.  I’m not sure why that correlation matters, but I’m going to think about it.  Wongi Park of Samsung showed in the next talk that any measurement of LPPE must include the measurement and removal of SEM distortion if accuracy in to be expected.  He showed removal of only low-order terms (translation, rotation, and magnification), but higher order effects can also be removed with enough data.

I ended the day by going to Robert Bristol’s first talk as a Fractilia employee.  Since I am a coauthor on the paper (and Robert’s boss), my opinion is definitely biased, but I think he did a great job.  And it was an important topic.  Working with Nanya on a DRAM manufacturing process we found a good stochastics metric that correlates well with end-of-line yield:  line segment unbiased LCDU.

The poster session was massive (almost overwhelming), but spread out enough so that it was easy to move around and enjoy the posters.

SPIE Advanced Lithography and Patterning Symposium 2026 – day 2

Day two began at 8:00am with four papers I wanted to see, a philosophical problem known as multilocation.  With no best way to decide, I threw a d4 die and landed at the talk by Kenji Yamazoe of TSMC.  It turned out to be a fun choice since I loved the rigorous mathematical derivation he gave to define the theoretical maximum NILS (normalized image log-slope) versus corner rounding radius for the aerial image of a corner.

David Fried of Lam Research discussed his company’s massive efforts to create “virtual twins” of Lam equipment.  What is a virtual twin?  As used by Fried, it is what we used to call multiscale modeling.  Thus, a virtual twin of an etch tool would model that tool at the equipment scale (mechanical drawings, power consumption, throughout), reactor scale (chamber physics of flows and energy leading to wafer uniformity of reactants), near-feature scale (etch behavior as a function of feature density), the feature scale (simulation of the 3D etched patterns), and the subatomic scale (molecular modeling of the chemistry).  An effective virtual twin leads to “virtual experimentation” – running the model.  At different scales this could lead to better chamber design or an optimized etch recipe.  A quote from the presentation: “Edge placement error is really what limits scaling.”

Bob Socha gave my favorite talk of the conference so far: “Simulation-driven lithography innovation: honoring the legacy of Prof. Andrew R. Neureuther.” Prof. Neureuther died last summer after a brief illness at the age of 84, leaving behind massive accomplishments in lithography and patterning and generations of students indebted to him.  Bob did a fantastic job of capturing this legacy both from a technical and a personal level.  I too am indebted to Andy for his inspiring work and his friendship over many years.  He is missed.

Gopal Kenath of IBM discussed linewidth roughness (LWR) versus focus as the limiter of focus tolerance in gate single patterning using 0.33 NA EUV.  While the industry has come to rely on two-beam imaging (through off-axis illumination) to maximize depth of focus, Gopal revisited the trade-offs of two-beam versus three-beam image in light of stochastics.  With three beams (think conventional illumination) we have higher NILS near best focus, but a faster fall-off with focus compared to two-beam imaging.  But if LWR limits focus tolerance, does anything change in this trade-off?  Probably not, but it is worth considering using a stochastics focus.

Many people have been talking about ASML’s announcement of a 1000-Watt EUV light source, and Haining Wang gave a talk with the details of this milestone.  Specifically, ASML has shown stable operation of the source for one hour under full dose control.  He noted that this milestone for their 600W source was announced in 2023, and that source began shipping to customers two years later.  How was 1000W achieved?  Lots of optimizations and improvements were required, but the main factor was the repetition rate of the laser and tin droplet generator, which increased from 62 kHz to 100 kHz.  The rate at which these droplets are produced, then blasted to oblivion to produce light, is astounding.  The management of the heat when this intense light is reflected off the many mirrors in the system is no small feat either.

Bernardo Oyarzun of ASML discussed a recurring theme, that focus tolerance is limited by stochastics.  Using e-beam defect inspection over a large enough area to achieve one part per million defect capture rates, he showed how the “defect-free depth of focus” can be used to characterize a patterning process.

By the afternoon, I was listening to many machine learning (ML) papers (not my favorite way to spend an afternoon, but unavoidable at this conference given the very large number of papers on the topic).  Talks on image denoising in particular do not excite me, but there are some very good applications of ML worth discussing.  As I mentioned in my post yesterday, ML is especially good at interpolation, but a second major application is as a correlation engine.  Fabs have for decades looked for correlations between metrology data and sensor signals to device yield and performance.  ML can do such correlation searches even better, including massive context data as described by Sven Boese of KLA.

Saumaya Gulati of Lam gave one of the many, many Lam Research talks this week on “3D engineered” dry resists.  Dry deposition of a resist provides a unique opportunity to tailor resist properties (in particular absorption) as a function of depth, and that can be used to affect many outcomes.  I liked Gulati’s addition of line wiggling to the list of outcomes worth considering and optimizing.

But CAR (chemically amplified resist) is not without its depth-dependent knobs.  B. Rafael-Naab of Qnity (a spinout of DuPont’s electronics materials business with a name I’m not sure I will ever get used to) showed that absorption in a CAR can be increased with the addition of fluorine.  The resulting absorbed energy gradient can lead to top loss and heavily sloped profiles at the typical 50 nm resist thickness.  However, by tweaking PDQ (photodecomposable quencher) formulation/polarity to affect its attraction to the top of the resist film while minimizing other compositional gradients, a vertical profile can be achieved even for this higher absorption.

Toshiya Okamura of EMD gave a third alternative (neither CAR nor metal-oxide resist) for pushing the resolution limit of EUV.  Their MRX is a small molecule, non-CAR, crosslinking negative tone material with the additional benefit of being PFAS free.  The material seemed to be based on free radical chain reactions to achieve the needed sensitivity.  With a 20 nm resist thickness, the 24 nm pitch line/space patterns from 0.33 NA EUV printing looked reasonably good.

I dedicated my afternoon to the resist conference, though it meant I missed the talks and discussion in the “future of EUV” session going on at the same time.  It was worth it, however, if nothing else but for the great talk by Chenyun Yuan of Cornell.  One way to address the resist’s role in stochastics is to reduce compositional variation.  Yuan did that is two ways, by making a monomolecular resist (a single component), and by making that polymer “sequence-defined”, meaning that every individual component is attached to the backbone of the polymer at the same spot for each polymer.  The polypeptoid resist that he made has no additional sensitizer, is negative tone, does not require post-exposure bake, and is spin coated to about 25 nm thickness.  Initial printing results look very encouraging, and I am looking forward to seeing further progress of this material.

Since I spent the afternoon listening to resist talks, I felt I had earned the hospitality of the resist companies as I went to their parties that night.  As the dolphins once said, “Thanks for all the fish.”

SPIE Advanced Lithography and Patterning Symposium 2026 – day 1

The 51st SPIE lithography symposium in San Jose has grown from last year, with more the 2,500 attendees and 550 abstracts accepted.  At the plenary session Andreas Erdmann of the Fraunhofer Institute received the prestigious Frits Zernike Award in Microlithography for his important work in lithography simulation.  His many contributions to simulating 3D mask effects in Extreme Ultraviolet (EUV) lithography have been especially valuable.  Congratulations, Andreas!  We also saw three new SPIE Fellows being introduced:  Toshiro Itani, Frank Schellenberg, and Tadahiro Takigawa.

The first plenary speaker was Unoh Kwon of SK hynix who talked about the importance of high bandwidth memory (HBM), especially DRAM, to the growth of artificial intelligence (AI).  As he said, “The bottleneck of AI systems is shifting from compute to memory.”  Given how much money Nvidia has made from the compute side of AI, this is a welcome development for memory makers, who only a year ago were in a less desirable financial environment.  As leading-edge memory makers shift to filling the HBM demand, the supply of all DRAM is falling behind demand with predictable results.  (This is good for those DRAM makers; not so much for anyone who needs to buy memory of any kind.)  Kwon’s excellent talk described the AI need for high bandwidth (i.e., speed), high capacity, and low power, resulting in the use of wide I/O channels, packaging memory close to the GPU, and stacking the DRAM chips higher using through-silicon vias (TSV).  The latest HBM are stacking 16 DRAM chips in one package (still under 1 mm tall) to give up to 48 GB capacity, though power consumption is still too high.

Hui Peng Koh, General Manager of Global Foundries’ Fab 8 in Malta, NY, gave the second plenary talk on managing a high-mix, non-leading-edge foundry.  Global Foundries’ profile was significantly raised during the pandemic when supply chain disruptions meant many customers (especially automakers) couldn’t get enough chips.  As Koh said, “Supply chains optimized globally for efficiency are not always resilient in the face of disruptions,” which Global Foundries has sought to address by spreading fabs with redundant manufacturing capabilities throughout the world.  In a topic that is of great interest to me, she described how photonics chips, with relatively large feature sizes, demand extreme manufacturing precision.  Optical waveguides need very low line-edge roughness (LER) to prevent optical loss from scattering.  My favorite quote: “LER is not just a metric – it’s a performance limiter.”

At the metrology conference later in the morning there was a brief memorial to Alok Vaid who died in the past year (way too young), followed by a history of the conference on it’s 40th anniversary.  And it was during this history overview that I was again reminded of the immense philosophical problem, studied as far back as the 13th century by Thomas Aquinas, called bilocation:  you can’t be in two places at the same time.  Before Nivea Schuch reached the fourth decade in her review of metrology milestones I had to leave for the resist conference in order to see Luciana Meli of IBM.  The expected transition from nanosheet transistors (used at the 3 or 2 nm nodes) to nanostack transistors (expected sometime below the 10A node) will be limited not as much by resolution as by edge placement error (EPE) control.  According to Meli, High-NA EUV lithography will provide some relief from the Stochastics Resolution Gap, but only for a while.  By the time we reach the nanostack transistor era we will be back to that ugly trade-off between stochastics errors (manifest as EPE) and exposure dose.

Jumping again to the metrology conference, Steve McCandless of Micron talked about the use of AI and machine learning (ML) in metrology.  He assured the metrologists in the room that by reducing time to solution, “AI [was] not here to take our jobs, but to free up our weekends.”  (While I hope that is true in semiconductor manufacturing, I’m sure it won’t be true in many other professions.)  Most of the applications he described use ML’s incredible ability to interpolate:  train a model with accurate metrology data (or simulation data) at various important conditions and let it fill in “virtual” results easily and cheaply at others.  While many hope that AI can also do a good job of extrapolating, I have my doubts.  Even knowing when an AI result has been interpolated versus extrapolated can be difficult, which of course leads to the biggest roadblock to the widespread use of AI in metrology: trust.  Later that afternoon Danah Kim of Gauss Labs talked about their use of “virtual metrology” for tool-to-tool matching, and “trust” was the word that kept going through my mind.

Towards the close of the day I was pleased to see extensive data on High-NA EUV single patterning of small tip-to-tip (T2T) dimensions.  From my experience, low-NA printing of 15 nm tip-to-tip CD at a tight pitch (28 nm) results in very high T2T local CD uniformity (LCDU) – between 6 and 8 nm.  That’s a yield-limiting amount of variation.  Shruti Jambaldinni of Lam showed that High-NA EUV can print even smaller T2T CD at a pitch of 20 nm with LCDU between 3 and 4 nm.  She optimized their LAM dry resist absorption versus depth, plus illumination shape and mask absorber choice, to push the T2T LCDU down from 4 nm to 3 nm, though etch bias pushed that benefit to larger T2T CD.  The last talk of the day for me was by Yeongchan Cho of Samsung, describing the printing of square arrays of contact holes at the resolution limit of 0.33 NA EUV single printing.  These 30 nm pitch holes could only be printed using a clear-field mask and negative tone metal-oxide resist after extensive source-mask optimization.  I think there were some other tricks involved as well that Mr. Cho did not mention.

The long first day of the symposium ended with a panel discussion commemorating its 50th anniversary.  I was honored to be on the panel with Burn Lin, Martin van den Brink, Grant Willson, and Janice Golda as we talked about a few of the lessons learned during those exciting fifty years.  Dan Hutcheson chaired the panel using a talk show-like interview mode that worked very well, soliciting a few of the many fascinating stories that all of us have in abundance.  With a theme of “making the impossible possible”, it is clear that the next half-century of this conference will see many other “impossible” challenges overcome.

SPIE Advanced Lithography and Patterning Symposium 2026 – day 0

Fifty years is a long time, even for an old guy like me.  That is how long it’s been since the first SPIE lithography conference.  That 1976 conference was held in San Jose and had 26 papers on most of the expected topics:  masks, metrology, exposure tools, resist processing, and even X-Ray lithography.  Three papers were in a special session on making chips for the Viking Mars Lander.  According to the introduction to the conference proceedings (SPIE Volume 80) by conference chair James Giffin, “The meeting was both timely and useful, since semiconductor microlithography is recognized by many in the electronics industry as being the most important process used in the manufacture of complex semiconductor devices.”  It is striking to me that this description would have been applicable to every SPIE lithography conference since, including the one happening in San Jose this week.  So is his last sentence in that introduction: “Ample opportunity was provided to discuss the subject matter with fellow professionals in the field and to explore newly emerging ideas during the panel discussions.”

The Advanced Lithography and Patterning Symposium has grown significantly in those fifty years, as has the entire semiconductor industry, but the core value of the now six conferences that make up the meeting remains the same.  One slight difference is that this year’s panel discussions will be looking backwards rather than forward, in honor of this fiftieth anniversary.  I’ll be on that panel on Monday night (thanks mostly to my advanced age – I’ve been to every SPIE lithography conference since my first in 1985) hoping to glean the important lessons from the past and how they might apply to the future.

And the future is what this symposium is all about – the future of lithography, and as a consequence semiconductor manufacturing, the electronics industry, AI, and just about every other thing about modern life that makes it, well, modern.  Working in lithography all these years has been many things for me: exciting, energetic, educational, stressful, fast-paced, financially rewarding, sometimes frustrating, but never boring.  Mostly I am grateful to be in a community that has given me a welcoming professional home and many lifelong friends.  It is good to be back in San Jose!

Cover of SPIE Vol. 80
Cover of SPIE Vol. 80, 1976

I Like Cigars

I like cigars.  Which is surprising given how much I despise cigarettes – I’ve never even had one in my mouth.  My dad was a smoker, and I always found the habit dirty, smelly, and unappealing – I was so thankful when he finally quit.  But cigars are different somehow.  They smell good, or at least not as bad.  You don’t inhale in your lungs, so it is a very different experience.  But I fully admit that cigar smoking for me is an image thing.  I like pipes too, because holding one and performing the pipe rituals makes me feel like Sherlock Holmes, or a crusty east-coast professor.  But I like cigars more, because the cigar image is even more appealing.  A big stogy in one hand, a glass of whiskey in the other, I imagine myself celebrating the big deal I just closed, or the baby just born.  I got started smoking cigars in college, where my roommates and I made a tradition of lighting cigars when the last of us finished their last final each semester.  A cigar is a reward, a celebration.

I smoked a cigar very occasionally for years, but it was never a habit.  Then I went on vacation in Mexico and discovered a whole new world – the Cuban cigar.  It was amazing!  Cigars went from something that made me feel cool, to something that tasted great.  (Certainly, the Cubans made me feel even cooler.)  Romeo y Julieta.  Cohiba.  Punch.  The Punch cigar is so strong I got drunk smoking it.  But my all-time favorite is Montecristo No. 2.

Of course, these cigars are not easy to get, since they cannot legally be imported into the United States.  The reason for this is complicated, and after asking several people who should know I have never been able to receive a coherent explanation.

Not long after my Mexican vacation I began traveling overseas for work on a regular basis.  And since every civilized country on the planet allows the legal purchase of Cuban cigars, and every country on the planet that is not the United States is civilized, I began smuggling Cuban cigars.  I brought a few home for myself, and sometimes for friends, on almost every overseas trip, several times a year. At first I followed the advice of veteran smugglers.  I took off the rings and all other incriminating evidence and mailed them to myself, bringing just the unmarked cigars in my baggage. Sometimes I was lazy and just threw away the rings.  After many years I grew both more confident and more lazy and just packed the Cubans intact in my suitcase without much thought.

One time I was flying back from somewhere in Asia, coming through San Francisco.  I pass though passport control and start towards customs, going straight to the Nothing to Declare lane.  As I walk through, a Customs agent puts his hand on my shoulder.  He was one of those big, burly types, the kind that considers physical intimidation an important part of their job.  He says “You, follow me.”  A short distance away I set my rollaboard on a table as the agent puts on rubber gloves.  “Do you have anything in the bag you want to tell me about?” he asks.  “No sir, nothing.  Just some dirty laundry.”  He opens the bag and begins to search with extreme meticulousness. He investigates every sock and shirt, shorts and shaving kit.  He carefully rubs his hands along the linings and seams and every square inch of the bag.  While I watch I am thinking about nothing but Cuban cigars.  How much I like them, how many times I had brought them through customs, and how I would not at all enjoy being caught smuggling some into the country.  The whole process is taking 5 minutes, 10 minutes, 15 minutes, and during that entire time I am not angry or impatient; in fact, I am smiling while he feels up my dirty underwear, because for once, I came home without a single Cuban.

When there was not a bit of that bag that he had not carefully inspected, the agent pauses and looks thoughtfully at my bag for few more seconds.  And then he starts up again, searching even more carefully than his first round.  And then, when he is half through the second search, another agent walks up to him and says, “Not him (pointing at me), him (pointing across the room)!”  “Oh.”  The agent looks at me – “You can go.” 

That was many years ago.  I still smuggle Cubans into the US occasionally, but not as frequently as in my younger, more care-free days.  I still don’t understand why I can’t buy them in the U.S.  And I am still thankful for that lucky day in San Francisco, when it was “him” and not me.

Andrew R. Neureuther, 1941 – 2025

Andrew R. Neureuther died last night from glioblastoma, cancer of the brain.  He was 84 years old.  Andy chose not to receive aggressive treatment for his cancer, which enabled him to die peacefully in his home.  His wife Cindy sent out this message earlier today:

“Andy died very peacefully last night at 8:30. He used the End of Life option. His body had completely given out on him and he fell twice yesterday (without injury). He could no longer use his phone or computer.  Andy chose to be in his recliner in the living room listening to his favorite music on YouTube. It was exactly as he wanted his ending to be.”

When he announced his diagnosis to colleagues in June, this was the short description he gave of his career:

“After working with Rick Dill at IBM (1972) in pioneering efforts to turn lithography from art to a science, it was natural at Berkeley, with circuit design, CADdevices, MEMs, and computer sciences for our Technology CAD group to do leading research on modeling the physics of optical lithography through each step of Moore’s Law from i-line up through today’s use of EUV lithography.  We helped deliver the smaller, cheaper and faster parts that the exponential growth requires.  We enjoyed collaborating with our friends in the field and it has been very gratifying knowing that our work has significantly improved everyone’s lives.”

My career intersected with Andy’s almost from its start.  He was an inspiration to me, as he was to many others, and it is a great privilege that I was able to call him my friend.

Learning to Speak

I have done a lot of public speaking in my life.  I taught at UT for 25 years, so I’ve got much experience with the “sage on a stage” model of speaking.  I’ve also given over 100 talks at conferences, sometimes to a room with 10 people, and sometimes to a room of 1,000.  I like public speaking.  Is it bad to admit that I like all of the attention focused on me?  But it wasn’t always like this.  In fact, my first public speaking experience was a complete, unmitigated disaster.  I was in the 5th grade.

Between the ages of about 10 to 13 my dad moved our family many times for his work – he was a construction supervisor.  We moved enough that I developed a clear theory of the best time of year to move.  Parents generally believe that summers are the best time to move, so as not to disrupt the school year.  Parents believe this because they never talk to their kids.  Any kid who has moved enough knows that this is the worst time of year to move.  Moving in the summer means you have no friends in your new town and are unlikely to meet kids your own age until school starts.  So you spend the summer bored.  But if you move in the middle of the school year, its gives instant opportunities for making friends. 

In the middle of my 5th grade, we moved from Michigan to Carrolton, Georgia, just a few miles from the Alabama border.  School in Georgia was quite different from Michigan, with the biggest difference that you could wear shorts to school.  I liked that.  Despite the culture shock, I made friends quickly and even started to integrate into the social fabric of the school.  I joined the math club.  I even became the president of the 5th grade math club.  I don’t remember there being many members, and our faculty advisor liked me.  I was doing great – this move had been a successful one.  At the end of the school year, the math advisor asked me to deliver a speech at the all-school assembly on the last day of classes.  I had never done anything like that before, but I was proud to have been asked; proud and nervous.  I worked hard on my two-minute speech, with the goal to recruit more kids to the math club next year.  I had my note cards written out, and on the last day of school I came wearing my Sunday best, something that would have been social suicide on any other day of the year.  When the assembly started, I was too nervous to even review my note cards; I just sat in my folding chair with those cards on my lap and my fists stuffed in my pockets, waiting.  And then my name was called.

I started climbing the steps to the stage, and I heard a few titters.  As I walked across the stage there were giggles.  When I reached the microphone there was laughter.  As I started to read my speech, flipping through my notecards and extolling the virtues of the math club, the laughter became so loud no one could hear me talk.  I was stunned and confused as I walked off the stage and back to my seat.  I sat down in shock.  After a few moments, I leaned over to the kid sitting next to me and asked why everyone was laughing.  He grinned and pointed – “Your fly is down.” 

And so it was.  My nervous fists in my pockets had worked that zipper all the way down.  I was the laughing stock of the school, and I don’t think I was very helpful in recruiting new members to the math club.  I knew what was in store for me – no self-respecting 11 year old would give up such an obvious opportunity for teasing, and I would be teased mercilessly. The only saving grace was that it was the last day of school.  There was a whole summer for everyone to forget.

And then, we moved that summer to a different town on the other side of the state.  This was the exception that proved the rule – for once I was glad to have moved during the middle of the summer.